Don’t try to turn things around and put everything on me. That’s not how things are about to work.
Eyes wide open. Mind sealed closed. I feel you sinking, stealing my soul. I hate the way I was, the way I used to be. Why in the world do you do this to me? I miss your skin, the way is smells, the feel against mine. You know me so well, every thought, every sign. You hold me close, I pull away. I have to leave, run, get away. I try to fight it but you conceal me. Into the abyss no where to flee.
I want to under stand everything. I want to know why we do what we do. Where we come from. Why we are here. What is our purpose. Why things cycle to come back to the same question only to lead back to the same answer, only to come back to the same question, only to lead back to the same answer…..
But if I knew that then i would be God…
Okay, so tomorrow I’m going to be interviewing this boy that i have been crushing on for about 5 months now and I’m really nervous. He’s just so CUTE!